| | Current Music: | Aqua Teen Hunger Force in the background | | Subject: | Diet and stuff. | | Time: | 01:01 am |
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| So, today, with Beth, I started Ediets.
Starting weigh 280lbs (aprox)
Tomorrow I start with oatmeal and raisins, we'll see where we end up in 3 months.
My goal is to loose 80 lbs in a year. Let's see if that's reasonable or stupid.
Gym will be on Tuesday, Wednesday, and Sunday (I think)
More later. | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment   |
| Letting you all know.
I got fired today. You wanna know why?
The answer is between my legs. Yes.
Because I'm not a woman.
Thanks, I'm out. | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Dan/Beth Snoring | | Subject: | Listen | | Time: | 06:09 am | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonsis/stars/green/awake_sg.gif) okay |
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| If I suck - don't hang out with me.
If you're mad at me - it's okay. We're only friends. We aren't dating.
If you seriously don't want to be my friend anymore - that's fine. It's your decision. I can't make you do anything. Hopefully you feel the same way - because I doubt you do. I have free will, please allow me to be my own person and make my own decisions.
Recently a trend has developed in which I feel as if I am the bad guy for making decisions that you don't agree with.
As much as you want me to make certain decisions, you're going to have to finally realize that I will sometimes make decisions that you don't like, agree with, or that are in your favor. This is life. We're not always going to agree. I'm not forcing you to do anything. Please, don't force me to do anything.
Secondly, whom I invite to my house is my business. Who I don't want at my house is also my business. You're going to have to accept this house as my domain. It's mine. Please - let me make decisions pertaining to my house. It is...well mine. I don't invite people over to your house - so please, take that into consideration.
Last of all - you have to respect me a bit here. I felt - well insulted. From my point of view you didn't seem to care too much. It seemed as if you were only concerned with how your night was unfolding, and only became distressed when something was amiss with your plans. That's okay - but realize that I was hurt, and you seemed to not care. AND you really wanted to make a scene in the restaurant. You should have noticed that I wasn't the one who told you no - Charley did. He obviously noticed that I was uneasy, and was worried. Bottom line - I felt insulted. I am allowed that. I am allowed to decline entrance into my home. I am allowed this. I'm sorry that your night didn't go as planned. I really am - but you're going to have to respect me a tiny bit here. Mostly that it was my house. You were invited. On the flip side, you didn't have to come. You could have hung out with your friend that insulted me. That, sir, is your right. I do not tell people what to do. I only expressed that someone (a complete stranger, mind you) was not allowed in my home. This mostly because I felt uncomfortable with her around - and her insulting me (calling me a pedophile, nonetheless) was just a real good solidifying reason for not allowing her over.
Bottom line: If you're unhappy, break up with me. That is, I mean I feel quite often that our friendship has surpassed friendship and now I am obligated to be your significant other. We are, sadly, not in a relationship such as this. I am not forcing you to hang out with me, so please do not get angry that I never want to go see live music with you. I don't feel comfortable at your parties, so please don't feel insulted when I politely decline coming to them. And, lastly, I reserve the right to do as I see fit when it comes to my time and my home, and those allowed into it. Please respect this right. If you do not choose to respect this right, that is fine, however don't expect me to invite you over.
I'm not trying to be unreasonable here. Really. I'm worried about our friendship, Ryan. I also need to draw the line. I have every right to feel happy and safe in my home, and furthermore, I have every right to conduct and oversee what goes on in my place of living. I was insulted. I did not want a stranger (whom I felt insulted me) to come to my home. You had any option you wanted available to you. Getting mad at me, however reasonable or unreasonable it is, is your option, and right, but please, do not expect any more of me than I do you - meaning allow me to act how I see fit in certain circumstances.
Is this a parting of friends? Dunno. Friends, like roads, meet, diverge, cross, intertwine, and eventually part ways. I have to follow mine. Please, Ryan follow yours. I'm worried about you, Ryan. I also can't take much more of this.
Do I deserve to be called an asshole? Maybe. However, let's be honest, is that the way you want to be treated? I am, and will forever, always treat you with as much respect and dignity as I expect back.
Is this strike 3? Well, that's certainly your call, and your option. I am here. I should also tell you, once you aren't my friend it is very difficult for me to allow you to be my friend again. If you want out, then by all means, you know where the door is. Don't expect me to answer when you knock again. To forgive may be divine, however, I am only human. | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Subject: | well | | Time: | 06:44 pm |
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| 14 toes
Female
Le Tarte.
PS was expensive to 'pick a stray' rather than going to the Cat Lady that Renee took me to (where I got Pie)
250 for shots and tests 400 for ovarian removal. | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | none | | Time: | 11:33 am | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonsis/stars/green/happy_sg.gif) happy |
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| Woah, I'm updating from my treo.
that's a nice thing to write, especially while you're at work.
kekekekekekekekek | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| All right.
Ryan Price is throwing a party at my place. Doesn't that sound odd?
Anyway. Fun. Come.
do it.
(I mean you Dan P) | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| So, I saw Steve, and he mentioned that I didn't post (write) much anymore. I guess you could say that I really don't have much to write about. It's usually the way journals work. You only really have something to write about when you're bored, or when life isn't that great. Well, I'm not too bored ever and life is fine.
Fine is a good word.
You see, when I tell people life is 'fine' or 'okay' they usually say 'what’s wrong?' to which I reply "nothing" because that's the truth. Nothing in my life is wrong, except that maybe I work too much for too little pay, however.
Life is fine. It's not... great, fantastic, or any life 'superhappyfuntimes' adjective. Life is fine. It's good.
Nothing is really wrong, but why do people insist that if your life is good that it has to be 'great' or 'super colossal' or 'skizzer' ?
I get things done, go to class, work, hang with friends, and see Beth. Sure every part of what I just listed could be... better, but nothing is out of place. It's what has been coined 'normalcy'
I guess people have a problem with normalcy. I dunno why. I would guess that people (and this is just generalizing here) are gravitating to become, what I'd like to call "Bargain-Guests" however, this might apply to more than people visiting the Walt Disney World Resort.
My term "Bargain-Guests" is simple. Guests today want the same thing that other guests want from other eras in time aside from one thing. They want as much as possible for as cheap as possible, and they don't care how they find a means to their end. Simply put - the value of good service is diminishing, to the point where it is expected - for free.
Point - You expect people to be nice and polite when they are interacting with customers. However, you do not expect them to have any self worth. "The customer is always right" syndrome has gone too far. I might be jaded, but when I was a lowly 'button pusher' at Pirates I encountered the worst in people. Guests would do and say whatever they wanted, and I was no person to tell them otherwise. Yes, you are a valued guest. However, the demands (which are sometimes outrageous) coupled with the need for flawless customer service, and personalization of presentation has gone too far for a mere 10 second encounter. Simply put, "party of 4 - shove your asses into row 2 and shut your hole. Get on the boat." Don't tell me you can't fit, don't mock that my job is unskilled labor, and don't by any means demean me.
Anyway, I've gotten off track. This "more for less" attitude has seeped into the craftiest of us conscientious consumers, turning people into what I'd like to call 'demanders'. I know I'm one of them, and it's hard to break out of that habit. I demand good service. I demand low prices. I demand treated like a prince. I demand blowjobs at 7:30 pm on Saturday nights. I demand gas prices to go down. I demand free beer and topless girls... you get the point.
But people are demanding that my life is great. I dunno why. I'd like to just have a nice, okay, fine life. Is there anything wrong with that? Don't get me wrong, I love things to be "SUPER COLLOSSAL~!1oneone" but it's too hard to maintain that happiness unless you don't have to work, and none of your friends have to work (read: someone won the lottery). Seriously. Life is good, and that’s fine. When life is great, then I'm happy, but good suits me for now. If I start to demand great all the time, then maybe I'm becoming a demander.
Let's do the math kids. If you paid $100 a night to stay at a Disney resort, do you think that they are going to supply you with all the amenities that they would at a $400 a night resort? YEAH! YOU BET!
We're talking hot tubs, slides, towels at the pool, spas, free wet bar, beautiful villas, free food, a Vietnamese boy named Lim in the closet for any purpose, topless room service, free booze... All at DISNEY'S ALL STAR RESORT - THE MOTEL 6 of DISNEY (we'll leave the light on for ya)
seriously. People don't have brains. Where's the hot tub? At a nicer resort. Spend more money you cheapass.
There, I got it off my chest. Bring your towels from your room, and remember - don't be a demander. It's a sickness that our society has developed. Don't be a "bargain-guest" and remember - servers are people too.
Jesus I'm a hypocrite and an asshole. HAHA!
yummy. | | comments: 6 comments or Leave a comment |
| Hooray! Ryan is happy, and for all I know he's still in a parking lot talking to a pretty girl with a nice personality.
HOORAY!
cheers. Time for bed. 50ish hours at work this week. | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Subject: | party | | Time: | 11:49 pm |
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| Party on the 4th.
407-808-2568 for directions. After 6pm. Ciao. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Subject: | yo ho yo ho | | Time: | 12:14 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonsis/stars/green/sick_sg.gif) swim test barf |
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| So, Pirates is cool.
Kinda. The people are nice. I like working with them. I prefer those people a lot more than I did the people that work at GMR, but, theres a catch.
The job sucks.
Yeah, you heard me. The job blows. Unless you feel like pushing a little green button is awesome. Then by all means, that is the job for you. There are several differnt little green buttons for you to push. All of them flash when you're supposed to push them.
Easy. Mindnumbing. Fun...kinda.
For a bit.
I don't know why I'm complaining about it, there are a lot of jobs that are far more worse. Anyway.
I just died...well, took a swim test for Disney, same thing.
200 yards (feet? I dunno) is...tiring. I almost threw up. I still feel a little sick and I got done over an hour ago. The treading water and picking up the brick were mildly challenging, but nothing to fart at. That brick was heavier than I thought it would be. Plus I had to open my eyes in the water. Ick.
So, yo ho yo ho, a lifeguards life for me? Possibly. Beth is a LG over at the Port Orleans thingie. To ensure we can carpool we have to be in the same line of buisness. Well, now you see my reasonings. There are other things too, like from what I have heard they do 4 10 hour days rather than 5 8 hour days (one extra day off is muy bueno) and they...well get paid a lot better.
Pie is the stinkiest acrobat I know. Seriously I need a videocamera. You should see how she plays with her little toy. Its cute and acrobatic. She pants heavily however. Sounds like a dog. I've never known a cat to do this - does anyone know if this is an issue?
Beth = the win.
(and no Mr. Price, you cannot have her)
Speaking of Rizzle Prizzle:
If Sara (or one of her associates were to read this) I would have very little to say, but here goes:
I don't hate you. I actually, contrary to popular belief, like you. I find you to be a pleasant person when you want to be, and when you aren't yelling I really like having you around. Aside from the fact that you say the same thing over and over (well not the same thing, more like the same 8 things) and that you didn't give me the common respect one would/should give another human being, I still think of you as a friend. I would like you to apologize, if not for treating me badly (look I'll apologize for anything I might have done, because I truely am sorry), then at least for throwing my cellphone across the room and yelling at me. Simple enough? If you don't want to apologize, fine. I'll be civil for Ryan. However, if you do apologize, I can be more than civil. That being said...
whatev.
Here's to lengthy updates. I miss Dan. Why'd he have to go and leave me? I just want all my friends in one spot at the same time. Is that too hard to ask?
I'm out. | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
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In other, boring and unfunny news:
My cat died.
I'm a pirate.
Trying to go to school and be a pirate is hard.
I have no free time.
Beth is awesome, and in fact more awesome than you.
I have to poop.
Bye now.
(end of line? - no.) | | comments: 6 comments or Leave a comment |
| It's odd, I feel like I haven't written anything significant lately. I haven't had much to say.
Beth is cool. Cool kid. Even Dan is jealous. She loves satan.
I love satan.
Seriously - thats a joke. Don't get offended. Anyway.
So yeah, all I do is work and hang, I barely play EQ nowadays, it's hard when you work as much as I do to just devote a lot of time to anything, especially when you just come home, eat, talk to Beth and go to bed.
Meh, its okay. I'm totally happy with my life right now. Nothing could be better, except maybe if I won the lottery or graduated college.
I want an Ipod - mostly because Beth showed me a way I can get my own music to play in my car (fyi I only have a radio and nothing else in my car). However, shopping for an Ipod on the internet is about annoying as trying to masturbate a dog whilst wearing mittens made out of sandpaper.
Seriously.
I've nothing else to say, aside from I miss Ryan Price, and I miss Dan (it will only get worse when he moves away. I fear our friendship declined a bit as soon as I got my job at Disney)
Okay - so real soon I'm going to be able to get people into Disney for free. 3 people at a time.
Lets rock.
It's raining. I'm going to go do something else. Ciao. | | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Drive Thru - Tenactious D | | Subject: | YAR~! | | Time: | 01:01 am | | Current Mood: | happy |
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| I'm going to be a Pirate.
yar.
Where is Lanny Toe?
I'm out.
Beth rox. | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| So, I got the call today. I am being transferred to full time at Adventureland as of May 8th.
FU GMR =P (no seriously to the assheads that I went on the cruise with...FU)
Adventureland...well...hot damn.
/cheer
I'm in love with Sweetcheeks.
ps - I found it (or as close as I've ever seen of it.)
http://www.livejournal.com/users/nkohlun/89340.html | | comments: Leave a comment |
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